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by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 12:34 am
Wedding day
Hand holding out
Feeling mixing in the air
Unsure of what is really going on
breath holds still
Pressure builds up all around
Everything changing oh, so fast
Body shacking
Mind full of thoughts
Eyes begin to burn as it takes in everything around
Feeling sick to the stomach
With just one look
His face so handsome
His voice sweet as if like a lullaby
Everyone staring
Heart pounding
Hand sweaty
Voice unstained
Vows of our own
Waiting for to hear it
Dream of it
Can't wait for it
To be his wife
His lover,
His Everything until death do us part!
A Battle in Our Mind
We walked into battle, with our head held up high
Our weapon in hand, our thoughts are clear
The sky so clear like an ocean of stars
But not one friendly face, not even a moon to light the way
The animals are quite, no wolf song can bring a comfort to me
We know the blood will pour onto the land
But we stand our ground, for we know...
There will be no win for us or them tonight!
Many think that we are caught in two different worlds
But I close my eyes hope that this is nothing but a dream
That old songs is wrong... for life is not a dream but a game,
A game in which we all play, a game of chaste...
No one can be sure who will win this game we play
Attack this life before us, makes the battle wreath winning
So we ran into battle, with our head held up high,
With weapon in hand, our mind clear of thoughts...
***
The sky glows as the flames burn into the day light
The once green grass is now red with blood
People cries for the lost ones, I stand confused
Did we win or lost.
So many gone, too many new wounds
Too more new wounds
A lot more to be forgotten, but now I think back...
Were we really readily for this or not, so much is unclear
for the ones that fell were they afraid or too weak to go on?
NO!
I can't believe that, for our flame were bright.
And our sprit was high and readily for the fight
the flames dim, will we last much longer or will we fade away?
And the next group will come and take our place?
I will not let that happen, I will die fighting.
I'll not fade way and be forgotten...
So, it begins!
Cruel Man in my thoughts
Flame burn high aginst the sky
I stand there and watch
as the screams come from all around me.
The pain of that place seemed to be gone
yet those eyes still burn under my skin
still under his command
Weak as he stair over at me.
The Flames build like hatred
why do I still stand my ground around him?
Hands shack as the news come in
what is going to happen now?
Alone with him...
Why didn't she get out...?
I looked over at him.
He smiles a cruel smile
Trapped like a little rat
under his orders I must stay
the flames die...
Were do you go to pick up your pieces...
Of an already broken life
a life that was never whole before.
A sigh come over him.
A tear from those cold eyes come down...
Last edited by Liz on Sat Feb 19, 2011 10:27 pm; edited 2 times in total
Liz- Earth
- Posts : 187
Join date : 2010-04-09
Age : 36
Location : curled in a ball feeling lost and alone...
Character sheet
Name: Ella Raven Moran
Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 12:57 am
Believe or not to believe
Unsure why I sit here and worried
there is something more to do
Action is the way to go...
So they say.
But so many have moved us by just sitting down
And not letting their belief change
Because of what they say or do
I stand and FIGHT!
Time for worried is over
Let my voice ring from the mountain tops
I want to reach out to the hurt and forgotten warriors
Why do he forsakes his work?
If he cared about us there would be anything’s different!
Waiting for sounds of yelling about how great he is...
I stand there and waited but no one called out
for this great thing they believe in...
Angles seemed to be forgotten here
and demons come to play...
I care not for I fear the end is near
I will not let my belief die.
It is written in a book...
Under my bed.
So do I really believe in my own words
or Am I as fake as anything can be?
Believe is to believe in something that you may not see...
Or does it mean of something else.
I can see many things but does not mean I believe in them all...
I am just lost and confuse...
So many as said this to me.
I am not sure what I am or even who I am....
SO I can't really say what I believe in... Can I?
Unsure
The sound in your head
like a bad song
there is a taste from yesteryears
they all lead you to the one moment that you worked so hard to forget about it.
The hate that fallen on your heart
Pieces crashing down around you
Screaming and crying...
So love and hate comes in hand and hand
past come flooding down over you
you forget it all...
Let it go
close your eyes and fall into the darkness
Moon Clan...
Screaming at her...
Not knowing what would happen next.
The dark was always around her.
I never knew what she was really going to do.
Her scream still in my ears
giving her life for mine
she had done something I don't think I could do.
Crying over the body
Slipped blood on my hands.
Never letting myself forget her...
The pain will always be there
Right here in my heart.
Her time was so short
with a friendship that couldn't be killed.
A good soul gone
Because of my hatred
yet she saved my life
When I disorder her.
How could she do it?
I don't think I would have done it if it was the other way around.
Dear you,
Can you hear my voice in the dark light?
You were once everything to me.
I stayed up for hours on in just thinking about you.
Now look at us...
We can barely stand each other....
The love is gone and it turned to hate?
The night of our passion die...
I thought I was going to be broken forever!
Here I am standing stronger than you!
I see your pain and I tried to help you....
Though you are too long gone...
The darkness has token you....
The Flame of Trust has died out.
Shadow play on your face
I feel sorry for you my old friend....
Can you hear my voice in the darkest of night?
My dear friend can you be a bigger fool
the one that you wanted had been right in front of you...
You broke her heart and now it done.
The darkness has eaten you in your room.
You are not the same as
you were when we were young
the playfully-ness has fade from your blue eyes.
Once friend now Enemies of the ages.
It breaks my heart that you have gone down a path
that no one can save you from.
Can you hear MY VOICE... in your own sorrow?
I have tried to help you
but you turned away from me.
Just because I speak the truth.
Well I hate that you are hurting....
But you have chosen your path....
I can only say I hope that you have a nice life in your soworville.
From your old friend that is sorry that she can't do anything more to help you,
JP.
Unsure why I sit here and worried
there is something more to do
Action is the way to go...
So they say.
But so many have moved us by just sitting down
And not letting their belief change
Because of what they say or do
I stand and FIGHT!
Time for worried is over
Let my voice ring from the mountain tops
I want to reach out to the hurt and forgotten warriors
Why do he forsakes his work?
If he cared about us there would be anything’s different!
Waiting for sounds of yelling about how great he is...
I stand there and waited but no one called out
for this great thing they believe in...
Angles seemed to be forgotten here
and demons come to play...
I care not for I fear the end is near
I will not let my belief die.
It is written in a book...
Under my bed.
So do I really believe in my own words
or Am I as fake as anything can be?
Believe is to believe in something that you may not see...
Or does it mean of something else.
I can see many things but does not mean I believe in them all...
I am just lost and confuse...
So many as said this to me.
I am not sure what I am or even who I am....
SO I can't really say what I believe in... Can I?
Unsure
The sound in your head
like a bad song
there is a taste from yesteryears
they all lead you to the one moment that you worked so hard to forget about it.
The hate that fallen on your heart
Pieces crashing down around you
Screaming and crying...
So love and hate comes in hand and hand
past come flooding down over you
you forget it all...
Let it go
close your eyes and fall into the darkness
Moon Clan...
Screaming at her...
Not knowing what would happen next.
The dark was always around her.
I never knew what she was really going to do.
Her scream still in my ears
giving her life for mine
she had done something I don't think I could do.
Crying over the body
Slipped blood on my hands.
Never letting myself forget her...
The pain will always be there
Right here in my heart.
Her time was so short
with a friendship that couldn't be killed.
A good soul gone
Because of my hatred
yet she saved my life
When I disorder her.
How could she do it?
I don't think I would have done it if it was the other way around.
Dear you,
Can you hear my voice in the dark light?
You were once everything to me.
I stayed up for hours on in just thinking about you.
Now look at us...
We can barely stand each other....
The love is gone and it turned to hate?
The night of our passion die...
I thought I was going to be broken forever!
Here I am standing stronger than you!
I see your pain and I tried to help you....
Though you are too long gone...
The darkness has token you....
The Flame of Trust has died out.
Shadow play on your face
I feel sorry for you my old friend....
Can you hear my voice in the darkest of night?
My dear friend can you be a bigger fool
the one that you wanted had been right in front of you...
You broke her heart and now it done.
The darkness has eaten you in your room.
You are not the same as
you were when we were young
the playfully-ness has fade from your blue eyes.
Once friend now Enemies of the ages.
It breaks my heart that you have gone down a path
that no one can save you from.
Can you hear MY VOICE... in your own sorrow?
I have tried to help you
but you turned away from me.
Just because I speak the truth.
Well I hate that you are hurting....
But you have chosen your path....
I can only say I hope that you have a nice life in your soworville.
From your old friend that is sorry that she can't do anything more to help you,
JP.
Last edited by Liz on Sat Feb 19, 2011 10:29 pm; edited 4 times in total
Liz- Earth
- Posts : 187
Join date : 2010-04-09
Age : 36
Location : curled in a ball feeling lost and alone...
Character sheet
Name: Ella Raven Moran
Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 1:04 am
Hot Vamp Boy
Looking around and let out a sigh
He so damn hot yet I can't have him....
He belongs to her...
I belong to him.
Lost in this world of ours
Love it sucks.
Yet I let myself fall for him...
I tried to close myself from the world
but the walls can't hold him out.
I want him so bad
there is a taste in my mouth that I can get rid of.
Blood runs down the lips of love that can't be
Looking back now
The unknown is what we fear.
What could had happened
Or what could had been.
I had thought over the What If of my life.
I am happy
that I took the path I did.
Look at me.
I am standing on everything I wanted...
Well mostly.
I am 21 and I am a woman
that is all I really know.
So what people in past has fucked up.
And left out of my life
I just think that I could have been just like them.
Say that I know everything... I know what is real and what is not.
Though Even now my life seem like a dream.
That I don't want to wake up from
I am happy.
I found people that like me for me.
I don't have cover my face and act different
I have learned that I hated the person
that I was allowing myself to become.
The wounds opened deeply as the more that I acted like her.
Now that the dusty old cover is off
I can see the woman that I want to see.
I don't have to live in the shadow of her.
I can say that this smile is true blue.
Corky I know.
Random thoughts come in and out
just to say that I had done something right today.
The further is still unknown
I do not fear it
I in embrace it
with warm open arms.
I have been through hell before.
Why not just one more time
for old time sake?
So bring your best shot
and let the rain and blood pour!
New Season of Life and Home
Holding breath as they started to come my way
how much more can I take?
The yelling and benign forgotten
in the hell of life
Holding on to something that is not there
Dreaming of the days
When it all fallen apart.
Head are rolling
Hands out for something more
Hand shacking Fall night
believing in something fake
Wasted time Winter day
bowing down again...
blood boiling Summer evening
no more of laying down
Yelling again Spring braking
Time to fight yet again
Hate started to rise
Couldn't waited anymore
For someone to save me for this
Hell that I was put in
I am done...
Blood runs down my arm
Eyes started to glow
Wings are broken
Unsure what is going to happen.
Randomly hitting things
Hand shacking Fall night
believing in something fake
Wasted time Winter day
bowing down again...
blood boiling Summer evening
no more of laying down
Yelling again Spring braking
Time to fight yet again
fight or die...
That is what they say
I don't think it could just be that.
Holding on to something that I am sure is even there
I open my hand and it was nothing there
Just air... and dust
I looked up and started to cursing
this Fake world that I must live in.
What is there more that I could do
Change it?
Hand shacking Fall night
believing in something fake
Wasted time Winter day
bowing down again...
blood boiling Summer evening
no more of laying down
Yelling again Spring braking
Time to fight yet again
The time is done and gone
I was a fool
Believe in something so fake as this room.
I look around it and see nothing but lost and unsure
Wishing to be somewhere else knowing that it was gone
there was no way getting it back.
Wasted time of my life
looking up at the sun and smile
as dust dance around me
I am fine...
I have found home.
A new life...
In a place all new
Holding to my own soul
As I walk around
in this forgotten place.
Looking around and let out a sigh
He so damn hot yet I can't have him....
He belongs to her...
I belong to him.
Lost in this world of ours
Love it sucks.
Yet I let myself fall for him...
I tried to close myself from the world
but the walls can't hold him out.
I want him so bad
there is a taste in my mouth that I can get rid of.
Blood runs down the lips of love that can't be
Looking back now
The unknown is what we fear.
What could had happened
Or what could had been.
I had thought over the What If of my life.
I am happy
that I took the path I did.
Look at me.
I am standing on everything I wanted...
Well mostly.
I am 21 and I am a woman
that is all I really know.
So what people in past has fucked up.
And left out of my life
I just think that I could have been just like them.
Say that I know everything... I know what is real and what is not.
Though Even now my life seem like a dream.
That I don't want to wake up from
I am happy.
I found people that like me for me.
I don't have cover my face and act different
I have learned that I hated the person
that I was allowing myself to become.
The wounds opened deeply as the more that I acted like her.
Now that the dusty old cover is off
I can see the woman that I want to see.
I don't have to live in the shadow of her.
I can say that this smile is true blue.
Corky I know.
Random thoughts come in and out
just to say that I had done something right today.
The further is still unknown
I do not fear it
I in embrace it
with warm open arms.
I have been through hell before.
Why not just one more time
for old time sake?
So bring your best shot
and let the rain and blood pour!
New Season of Life and Home
Holding breath as they started to come my way
how much more can I take?
The yelling and benign forgotten
in the hell of life
Holding on to something that is not there
Dreaming of the days
When it all fallen apart.
Head are rolling
Hands out for something more
Hand shacking Fall night
believing in something fake
Wasted time Winter day
bowing down again...
blood boiling Summer evening
no more of laying down
Yelling again Spring braking
Time to fight yet again
Hate started to rise
Couldn't waited anymore
For someone to save me for this
Hell that I was put in
I am done...
Blood runs down my arm
Eyes started to glow
Wings are broken
Unsure what is going to happen.
Randomly hitting things
Hand shacking Fall night
believing in something fake
Wasted time Winter day
bowing down again...
blood boiling Summer evening
no more of laying down
Yelling again Spring braking
Time to fight yet again
fight or die...
That is what they say
I don't think it could just be that.
Holding on to something that I am sure is even there
I open my hand and it was nothing there
Just air... and dust
I looked up and started to cursing
this Fake world that I must live in.
What is there more that I could do
Change it?
Hand shacking Fall night
believing in something fake
Wasted time Winter day
bowing down again...
blood boiling Summer evening
no more of laying down
Yelling again Spring braking
Time to fight yet again
The time is done and gone
I was a fool
Believe in something so fake as this room.
I look around it and see nothing but lost and unsure
Wishing to be somewhere else knowing that it was gone
there was no way getting it back.
Wasted time of my life
looking up at the sun and smile
as dust dance around me
I am fine...
I have found home.
A new life...
In a place all new
Holding to my own soul
As I walk around
in this forgotten place.
Last edited by Liz on Sat Sep 24, 2011 7:59 pm; edited 3 times in total
Liz- Earth
- Posts : 187
Join date : 2010-04-09
Age : 36
Location : curled in a ball feeling lost and alone...
Character sheet
Name: Ella Raven Moran
Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 1:14 am
To My Grandma
Full moon rise
and the one that I could go to is gone
She was tooken away from me so long ago.
I wish that she didn't go...
But a warrior knows when the fight is done.
I know that she is looking down at me and smiling at me
Know that she was proud of me...
I wish she could see me get married...
See her great grandchildren from me...
Sprites hear my call...
Let her know that I miss her and still love her.
Thought I don't understand why she went away.
I just wish I could had gone back and told her
that I loved her one last time.
To tell her good night once more
to give her a kiss before I walked away
to tell her that I will miss her
Say that I hated to see her lying in that bed.
She didn't really talk... for she was so drugged for the pain...
Just little movement to tell us that she was still there...
a little bit of blood that no one wanted to wash off her face.
I wish that I could go back...
Spend more time with her
to show her that she could be proud of me...
Just to hear her voice again...
And it would really be her... not just a voice in my head.
For her warm and comforted hugs.
For her cookies at the Christmas time,
to see her health one more time
to see her wings that no one but me could see...
She was my angle... She guild me for so long
She knew how to make the hurt go away.
She was the peace keeper for the family.
She was Grandma Woolsey
You love her but yet knew better then to make her mad.
She passed back in 2003 or 2004... I am not sure.
I love her with all my heart.
I missed her more than anything from my past.
This is for you Grandma!
Zoey Redbird
Sticks that smell
Eyes that follow
Heart that broken
Past that remain
The hollow tree that sings it song
Wind that howls in the night
Fire that burns the soul
Rivers that flows forever
Children laughter that melts the hate
Embrace that you don't understand
Learn for what has happen
Do the will of The Goddess and Sing in her name.
Hand shacks
Tears fall
forget me knots.
Whispers in the air
what more can one asks of thee?
Love strikes
a web that can't be tamed
stand alone the chosen
Voices of the betrayed
Marked to change into something else.
Ready or Not I Do Be Wed!
Roll up your sleeves time to get messy.
Holding in one last breath as the sweat rolls down your face
it time to fight yet again.
To show the world what you are made of.
Time to yell and scream
show the world your true colors.
Bumps and scrapes are going to keep you down.
They can tie you and call you names.
Throw the stones at your bones.
They may bent and brake
yet you still stand there with your head held high
you are tired of being pushed around
Tired of been tell who you can love.
Who you can be
they don't like you from start
so why would they like you if you change
everything you are or going to be?
With the voices in your head tell you...
' Not give up to their domains.
The sun will set on them one day...
Everything will not change from the get go.'
The pops of bones as the steel clap like thunder!
Blood pour like the rain as it falls to earth.
Vision blurs with each wing and hit you take.
You can't let them win.
You will forever be the crazy girl under their belts and chains.
Holding your breath and wishing to be what they want is not going to free you.
Just sit you in their hold better.
Don't let them win.
Let the Thunder ring your name to all that will hear it!
Push your body from the ground
and show that smile that they hate to see!
Laugh at every hit they give you.
Smile every time they scream at you.
Just know that you are YOU!
Nothing going to change that!
Your heart leads you to your freedom.
Scream to the Mountain tops
WITH THIS RING I BE WED!!!!!
Nothing can stop you now!
Your heart is true to his
and his to yours.
Let everything else die behind your shadows
and embrace your new future with him.
Let the rain come down
Let the Thunder scream your name
Let Earth die with you.
Let the water wash away the pain of the past
Let the fire burn into your passionate future!
Let your spirit show you the way to your new found life!
Let the rest be forgotten under your steps.
I DO!
Now I am Mrs. Chwarczinski and now no one can take it all away from me
Full moon rise
and the one that I could go to is gone
She was tooken away from me so long ago.
I wish that she didn't go...
But a warrior knows when the fight is done.
I know that she is looking down at me and smiling at me
Know that she was proud of me...
I wish she could see me get married...
See her great grandchildren from me...
Sprites hear my call...
Let her know that I miss her and still love her.
Thought I don't understand why she went away.
I just wish I could had gone back and told her
that I loved her one last time.
To tell her good night once more
to give her a kiss before I walked away
to tell her that I will miss her
Say that I hated to see her lying in that bed.
She didn't really talk... for she was so drugged for the pain...
Just little movement to tell us that she was still there...
a little bit of blood that no one wanted to wash off her face.
I wish that I could go back...
Spend more time with her
to show her that she could be proud of me...
Just to hear her voice again...
And it would really be her... not just a voice in my head.
For her warm and comforted hugs.
For her cookies at the Christmas time,
to see her health one more time
to see her wings that no one but me could see...
She was my angle... She guild me for so long
She knew how to make the hurt go away.
She was the peace keeper for the family.
She was Grandma Woolsey
You love her but yet knew better then to make her mad.
She passed back in 2003 or 2004... I am not sure.
I love her with all my heart.
I missed her more than anything from my past.
This is for you Grandma!
Zoey Redbird
Sticks that smell
Eyes that follow
Heart that broken
Past that remain
The hollow tree that sings it song
Wind that howls in the night
Fire that burns the soul
Rivers that flows forever
Children laughter that melts the hate
Embrace that you don't understand
Learn for what has happen
Do the will of The Goddess and Sing in her name.
Hand shacks
Tears fall
forget me knots.
Whispers in the air
what more can one asks of thee?
Love strikes
a web that can't be tamed
stand alone the chosen
Voices of the betrayed
Marked to change into something else.
Ready or Not I Do Be Wed!
Roll up your sleeves time to get messy.
Holding in one last breath as the sweat rolls down your face
it time to fight yet again.
To show the world what you are made of.
Time to yell and scream
show the world your true colors.
Bumps and scrapes are going to keep you down.
They can tie you and call you names.
Throw the stones at your bones.
They may bent and brake
yet you still stand there with your head held high
you are tired of being pushed around
Tired of been tell who you can love.
Who you can be
they don't like you from start
so why would they like you if you change
everything you are or going to be?
With the voices in your head tell you...
' Not give up to their domains.
The sun will set on them one day...
Everything will not change from the get go.'
The pops of bones as the steel clap like thunder!
Blood pour like the rain as it falls to earth.
Vision blurs with each wing and hit you take.
You can't let them win.
You will forever be the crazy girl under their belts and chains.
Holding your breath and wishing to be what they want is not going to free you.
Just sit you in their hold better.
Don't let them win.
Let the Thunder ring your name to all that will hear it!
Push your body from the ground
and show that smile that they hate to see!
Laugh at every hit they give you.
Smile every time they scream at you.
Just know that you are YOU!
Nothing going to change that!
Your heart leads you to your freedom.
Scream to the Mountain tops
WITH THIS RING I BE WED!!!!!
Nothing can stop you now!
Your heart is true to his
and his to yours.
Let everything else die behind your shadows
and embrace your new future with him.
Let the rain come down
Let the Thunder scream your name
Let Earth die with you.
Let the water wash away the pain of the past
Let the fire burn into your passionate future!
Let your spirit show you the way to your new found life!
Let the rest be forgotten under your steps.
I DO!
Now I am Mrs. Chwarczinski and now no one can take it all away from me
Last edited by Liz on Sat Feb 19, 2011 11:13 pm; edited 2 times in total
Liz- Earth
- Posts : 187
Join date : 2010-04-09
Age : 36
Location : curled in a ball feeling lost and alone...
Character sheet
Name: Ella Raven Moran
Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 1:18 am
Shadowy Lovers
Because I love you...,
Sitting here holding back my tears
does you not care that I am here waiting for you?
I feel like you look right through me like I am not even there.
Words that go unspoken
a day that waste away
So much on my mind ...
That I wanted to tell you...
You look right through me again...
My voice disappeared.
My love for you still there
as my body seemed to fade in time
I sit here like a shadow on the wall.
I want to scream and yell
yet I have no voice to be heard
I am your shadow...
And I love you.
This time I have fade away
and there is not coming back.
I am the love shadow that no one sees.
A-Hole
Open your ears and listen to things around you.
You think everyone loves you.
You throw your head up high like you are something.
I look at you and laugh.
You have this thing about you...
You think that you the shits.
I can smell you from right here.
You think that you are Billy bad a$$...
You can take anyone down if you wanted to...
Well big little boy come and try it.
Pulling me away from everyone just to stand there and have nothing to do...
I am here to work...
I would never think of you as anything but sh!t!
Just look at you...
Your hair looks greasy
your teeth are ding with your mouth.
These eyes of your full with hate
you smell like last weeks old trash...
You think that all women should be at home doing house work...
And lay down at that a man wish...
I couldn't do that.
I strong
I got too much free will than you know.
I would never let a man talk down at me.
I am happy with the one I am with.
SO bring thing...
Because you will burn
when you mess with me.
I will stand there and laugh as you go down.
I can be as cold as anyone around here.
So just try it.
Mother
Late at night and I know I should be lying down...
But this was swinging in my head.
Hand holding out waiting for a touch
Lips wanting to be kissed
Body that dance around
Hoping that someone was watching.
A dream that never dreamed
Oh how the Fate wheels do turn...
A mess in my mind,
wishing to have a bottle at my side.
So this duel blade can't hurt me anymore.
The screams of Hell seemed to ring in my ears.
Slamming doors was my lulbays.
Safely in my bed as the screaming coming from down the hall...
Why can't they just play nice?
It just because of me,
or her face?
I started to fake a smile...
Hoping that no one could see these tears...
They all have a name from Hate to Lust.
What can come of this world...?
When a child still waiting for something more...
And then grow up still waiting?
Faces fading in and out
as a dream die with all hope
Cussing and tears
Bitterness in her face...
Why did she hate me so...?
They say that we would not make it...
Just look at us now!!!
Living up in our own place...
The ups and downs bring us one step closer to what we want.
They say that we can hide everything from the world...
Not true... The eyes are doorways into our souls.
It tells on us....
Mena with the dream of you and only you
in this time of wasting away knowing there is nothing better to do.
So write down and know that it is coming soon.
The end of us all...
Though it can't be written or set in stones...
Oh great things will come in times...
Can we say we saw it coming?
I think not... things just happen
some spining us out of control
Making it impossible to stop.
Take in a breath and wait for the hit
everything falling down around us.
Screaming and yelling as we call.
Wishing that we could take it all back
well here it goes.
I AM NOT SORRY FOR WHO I AM!
I CAN'T STAND HERE AND BE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE
I AM WHO I AM
THE GIRL IN THE BACK OF THE ROOM WAITTING
FOR IT TO ALL FALL APART AS THEY LIVE THEIR LIVES AS IF
NOTHING COULD HURT THEM.
WHILE EVERYTHING HURTED ME.
I AM NOT SORRY FOR WHO I AM!
I CAN'T BE WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE MOTHER.
I HAVE MY LIFE BACK...
SO LEAVE ME BE MOTHER.
JUST KNOW THIS... I STILL LOVE YOU.
Because I love you...,
Sitting here holding back my tears
does you not care that I am here waiting for you?
I feel like you look right through me like I am not even there.
Words that go unspoken
a day that waste away
So much on my mind ...
That I wanted to tell you...
You look right through me again...
My voice disappeared.
My love for you still there
as my body seemed to fade in time
I sit here like a shadow on the wall.
I want to scream and yell
yet I have no voice to be heard
I am your shadow...
And I love you.
This time I have fade away
and there is not coming back.
I am the love shadow that no one sees.
A-Hole
Open your ears and listen to things around you.
You think everyone loves you.
You throw your head up high like you are something.
I look at you and laugh.
You have this thing about you...
You think that you the shits.
I can smell you from right here.
You think that you are Billy bad a$$...
You can take anyone down if you wanted to...
Well big little boy come and try it.
Pulling me away from everyone just to stand there and have nothing to do...
I am here to work...
I would never think of you as anything but sh!t!
Just look at you...
Your hair looks greasy
your teeth are ding with your mouth.
These eyes of your full with hate
you smell like last weeks old trash...
You think that all women should be at home doing house work...
And lay down at that a man wish...
I couldn't do that.
I strong
I got too much free will than you know.
I would never let a man talk down at me.
I am happy with the one I am with.
SO bring thing...
Because you will burn
when you mess with me.
I will stand there and laugh as you go down.
I can be as cold as anyone around here.
So just try it.
Mother
Late at night and I know I should be lying down...
But this was swinging in my head.
Hand holding out waiting for a touch
Lips wanting to be kissed
Body that dance around
Hoping that someone was watching.
A dream that never dreamed
Oh how the Fate wheels do turn...
A mess in my mind,
wishing to have a bottle at my side.
So this duel blade can't hurt me anymore.
The screams of Hell seemed to ring in my ears.
Slamming doors was my lulbays.
Safely in my bed as the screaming coming from down the hall...
Why can't they just play nice?
It just because of me,
or her face?
I started to fake a smile...
Hoping that no one could see these tears...
They all have a name from Hate to Lust.
What can come of this world...?
When a child still waiting for something more...
And then grow up still waiting?
Faces fading in and out
as a dream die with all hope
Cussing and tears
Bitterness in her face...
Why did she hate me so...?
They say that we would not make it...
Just look at us now!!!
Living up in our own place...
The ups and downs bring us one step closer to what we want.
They say that we can hide everything from the world...
Not true... The eyes are doorways into our souls.
It tells on us....
Mena with the dream of you and only you
in this time of wasting away knowing there is nothing better to do.
So write down and know that it is coming soon.
The end of us all...
Though it can't be written or set in stones...
Oh great things will come in times...
Can we say we saw it coming?
I think not... things just happen
some spining us out of control
Making it impossible to stop.
Take in a breath and wait for the hit
everything falling down around us.
Screaming and yelling as we call.
Wishing that we could take it all back
well here it goes.
I AM NOT SORRY FOR WHO I AM!
I CAN'T STAND HERE AND BE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE
I AM WHO I AM
THE GIRL IN THE BACK OF THE ROOM WAITTING
FOR IT TO ALL FALL APART AS THEY LIVE THEIR LIVES AS IF
NOTHING COULD HURT THEM.
WHILE EVERYTHING HURTED ME.
I AM NOT SORRY FOR WHO I AM!
I CAN'T BE WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE MOTHER.
I HAVE MY LIFE BACK...
SO LEAVE ME BE MOTHER.
JUST KNOW THIS... I STILL LOVE YOU.
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Liz- Earth
- Posts : 187
Join date : 2010-04-09
Age : 36
Location : curled in a ball feeling lost and alone...
Character sheet
Name: Ella Raven Moran
Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 1:21 am
Is this Me?
Looking in the morrow
who is this girl looking a back at me.
She looked like a person that knows who she is.
I know it not me...
I am not sure what life is really out there for me.
Yet she has my eyes and my hair.
It my faces there looking back at me
what is there that I don't see?
Have I really missed what made me?
What do I really want out of life...
Lost of what could be learned.
Breaking under the paths that I could take
Marry Meet!
Cast out this wish of good will into the Night
to My friends a far
Bless us as we cast this circle tonight.
Guide us to keep us with the light
So that we may not stray from the good around us.
May our light cast to those who has nothing
as we have everything a home to our friends
Even though they are miles away.
Let our light shine bright
to bring us together.
Ancestors
Ancestors hear my cry.
Guild me in the ways of the old
So that I may find away to something more
Let my heart be filled with the words of the old.
Let me know what I should do.
Show me how to listen to the earth and everything around me.
Let me know how to live with the earth and not just on it.
Let me see animals as brothers and sister than enemy.
Clean my spirit and let me be as one of your brethren.
Oh Great Ancestors let me hear the words of the Great Sprit above us.
Looking in the morrow
who is this girl looking a back at me.
She looked like a person that knows who she is.
I know it not me...
I am not sure what life is really out there for me.
Yet she has my eyes and my hair.
It my faces there looking back at me
what is there that I don't see?
Have I really missed what made me?
What do I really want out of life...
Lost of what could be learned.
Breaking under the paths that I could take
Marry Meet!
Cast out this wish of good will into the Night
to My friends a far
Bless us as we cast this circle tonight.
Guide us to keep us with the light
So that we may not stray from the good around us.
May our light cast to those who has nothing
as we have everything a home to our friends
Even though they are miles away.
Let our light shine bright
to bring us together.
Ancestors
Ancestors hear my cry.
Guild me in the ways of the old
So that I may find away to something more
Let my heart be filled with the words of the old.
Let me know what I should do.
Show me how to listen to the earth and everything around me.
Let me know how to live with the earth and not just on it.
Let me see animals as brothers and sister than enemy.
Clean my spirit and let me be as one of your brethren.
Oh Great Ancestors let me hear the words of the Great Sprit above us.
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Liz- Earth
- Posts : 187
Join date : 2010-04-09
Age : 36
Location : curled in a ball feeling lost and alone...
Character sheet
Name: Ella Raven Moran
Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 1:29 am
Trying to make it Work
I scream...
I beg...
I just want you to see...
How much it hurts when you say that I should not do this...
Though you do the same damn thing!
I been trying to better... for both of us...
Is that not good enough to you...
The mind grows dead as the more Soup moves.
My voice dies under the typing of the keys.
My heart brakes under your silent.
I hate that it has took over everything.
I cry
I brake...
Under everything you seem to tell me that I should do it.
It cuts deeper than anyone could think of.
WOW is the only world it seemed that you want to be a part of...
It makes me sick inside...
Just push the best thing that has happened to you...
I want to know why do, I always get the short stick of things.
I work on the house but you sit there as if there nothing else to do...
Got to get to level 80...
I just wanted a kiss and yelling is all I get...
I just killed you again...
Sh!t happens I guess...
I hate this new world that you have fallen in love...
And everyone wonders why I don't do what I should be doing
It does it seem to have no point in it...
Call me a baby...
I don't care anymore...
I don't know why I stay....
I love you but it seem like you have found a new love of your life....
Blow me off like I am nothing but just like the others....
Why am I always compared to the ones that hurt you...
Have I really hurt you that much???
Should I just go?...
I don't want to ... I am happy ... I am confused...
I am everything rolled up in one...
Just keep making me feel like I am nothing to you...
I thought I was your everything...
Hate her
I hate her!!....
Tears in my eyes
she token over my mother...
If she does not want something then
my mom stop everything she said that she was going to do
one day that I wanted my mom around...
She not even really going to be there
let me out of this hell that ...
I wanted nothing from that *edit your post and this will go away*....
They are always there for my sister
now the only time I am ever going to get married.
They don't even what to be there....
They were there for my sister 2 failed married.
And the one that I am going to have is going to last more than they will ever know...
And they don't want to be there to love me and be happy for me....
Well I say F... her.
F...her wife.
I am nothing to them... so f... her.
Unknown Face
Standing here and looking out into the darkness.
I feel at home here in the shadows.
The things that I had fear seemed to disappear
the dreams have faded from my head.
I drop my weapon.
The cold steel makes a clank as it hits the ground.
My life seemed too changed right in front of my eyes.
I take in the breath and hold on tight
my ears started to change
they goes into a point and becomes floppy.
The cool wind blows in my fur.
I change into a beautiful beast
I let out a cry that turned into a howl.
My long bushy tail wiggled around in circles.
My cares of this form comes to me.
I shift the ground from under my feet without making a sound.
I smile a kennel grin as I take off into the darkness.
Free to roam this world and be just me and nothing else.
No mask to cover up what I have done
or to hind from my past.
To looked at my reflection and see ME
not this girl that stands in my place around everything
Our home or Not
I close my eye and wish will all that I am
Take us away from this hell
That was once our little piece of haven
Take us to somewhere we can be us
Were we don't have to worried about stupid people
Were our yard is our yard.
Let it all burn away from us
I dined thee to a life of hell
I dined thee to a life of hell
who would had done this.
Well I am thinking about it.
There so much better than what I am been livening.
I am I living a life of lies
or just a life of Hell???
I didn't know I wish I could tell you all just go fu*k yourselves and move on
with my little life
But I don't have the voice for it.
War
In my heart
I hear the sounds of the drums
The Drums of war
As the night
Takes me to a place
were the war
Has taken over all that I think could be
Taking breath as
Children cries in the night
What would be there
In my heart
I heard the voices of
What I thought could be
Holding this prison
I scream...
I beg...
I just want you to see...
How much it hurts when you say that I should not do this...
Though you do the same damn thing!
I been trying to better... for both of us...
Is that not good enough to you...
The mind grows dead as the more Soup moves.
My voice dies under the typing of the keys.
My heart brakes under your silent.
I hate that it has took over everything.
I cry
I brake...
Under everything you seem to tell me that I should do it.
It cuts deeper than anyone could think of.
WOW is the only world it seemed that you want to be a part of...
It makes me sick inside...
Just push the best thing that has happened to you...
I want to know why do, I always get the short stick of things.
I work on the house but you sit there as if there nothing else to do...
Got to get to level 80...
I just wanted a kiss and yelling is all I get...
I just killed you again...
Sh!t happens I guess...
I hate this new world that you have fallen in love...
And everyone wonders why I don't do what I should be doing
It does it seem to have no point in it...
Call me a baby...
I don't care anymore...
I don't know why I stay....
I love you but it seem like you have found a new love of your life....
Blow me off like I am nothing but just like the others....
Why am I always compared to the ones that hurt you...
Have I really hurt you that much???
Should I just go?...
I don't want to ... I am happy ... I am confused...
I am everything rolled up in one...
Just keep making me feel like I am nothing to you...
I thought I was your everything...
Hate her
I hate her!!....
Tears in my eyes
she token over my mother...
If she does not want something then
my mom stop everything she said that she was going to do
one day that I wanted my mom around...
She not even really going to be there
let me out of this hell that ...
I wanted nothing from that *edit your post and this will go away*....
They are always there for my sister
now the only time I am ever going to get married.
They don't even what to be there....
They were there for my sister 2 failed married.
And the one that I am going to have is going to last more than they will ever know...
And they don't want to be there to love me and be happy for me....
Well I say F... her.
F...her wife.
I am nothing to them... so f... her.
Unknown Face
Standing here and looking out into the darkness.
I feel at home here in the shadows.
The things that I had fear seemed to disappear
the dreams have faded from my head.
I drop my weapon.
The cold steel makes a clank as it hits the ground.
My life seemed too changed right in front of my eyes.
I take in the breath and hold on tight
my ears started to change
they goes into a point and becomes floppy.
The cool wind blows in my fur.
I change into a beautiful beast
I let out a cry that turned into a howl.
My long bushy tail wiggled around in circles.
My cares of this form comes to me.
I shift the ground from under my feet without making a sound.
I smile a kennel grin as I take off into the darkness.
Free to roam this world and be just me and nothing else.
No mask to cover up what I have done
or to hind from my past.
To looked at my reflection and see ME
not this girl that stands in my place around everything
Our home or Not
I close my eye and wish will all that I am
Take us away from this hell
That was once our little piece of haven
Take us to somewhere we can be us
Were we don't have to worried about stupid people
Were our yard is our yard.
Let it all burn away from us
I dined thee to a life of hell
I dined thee to a life of hell
who would had done this.
Well I am thinking about it.
There so much better than what I am been livening.
I am I living a life of lies
or just a life of Hell???
I didn't know I wish I could tell you all just go fu*k yourselves and move on
with my little life
But I don't have the voice for it.
War
In my heart
I hear the sounds of the drums
The Drums of war
As the night
Takes me to a place
were the war
Has taken over all that I think could be
Taking breath as
Children cries in the night
What would be there
In my heart
I heard the voices of
What I thought could be
Holding this prison
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Liz- Earth
- Posts : 187
Join date : 2010-04-09
Age : 36
Location : curled in a ball feeling lost and alone...
Character sheet
Name: Ella Raven Moran
Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 1:31 am
The Shadow I have become
Smile as I was part of the Shadows in my room.
I was long and forgotten under the sun
in the night I was left to live.
Marked me and burned me
Let it all come down like rain
Leave me here by myself
What could I do
As I was forsaken to this world
I didn't know if I could really live like this again
Forgotten here in my little world
Among the Shadows
I could call them too me and leave this place behind me.
I curled up to the darkness as the night sings it song
Burn me and marked me
Leave me and Tease me
Love me and fight me
GO ahead and forget me
I don't care anymore let me live my life as I see it
I belong here in the night !
Leave me here were I feel like that I am loved.
Love
Love is it you?
Or is it me?
Or is it this place in my mind
the land that cuts us
deep in the heart of everything
the darkness comes around yet again
my tears spilled upon the ground
Cold and die...
Please say it not our love!
Love
it is you?
Or is it me?
The place that I lay my head at every night
the sent is so sweet
the wrath seemed to be there
but they looked in your eyes seemed to
die with each words I speak.
Have we let it weather and die?
Cut our love and let it bleed!
You and me
me or you?
Love or pain?
Pain and Love
Let it all go under
as this world cut us and it bleed
I don't want this anymore
the pain of the world around us
that does not want us to love or be happy.
Let this die
Let them be right
Let them see us walk away from everything
Everything that we build
Let them see it burn
Light it up and watch it all go away with
A firefly blames
Our bleeding love
As to end some way
So let us take it like this one
Write the hate notes
Let the tears run down our face
Let them see us pain of all is gone
Paint the picture they want to see
Ripe out our hearts for them
Forget everything we have been through...
Let the fight end with our blood on the floor.
Smile as I was part of the Shadows in my room.
I was long and forgotten under the sun
in the night I was left to live.
Marked me and burned me
Let it all come down like rain
Leave me here by myself
What could I do
As I was forsaken to this world
I didn't know if I could really live like this again
Forgotten here in my little world
Among the Shadows
I could call them too me and leave this place behind me.
I curled up to the darkness as the night sings it song
Burn me and marked me
Leave me and Tease me
Love me and fight me
GO ahead and forget me
I don't care anymore let me live my life as I see it
I belong here in the night !
Leave me here were I feel like that I am loved.
Love
Love is it you?
Or is it me?
Or is it this place in my mind
the land that cuts us
deep in the heart of everything
the darkness comes around yet again
my tears spilled upon the ground
Cold and die...
Please say it not our love!
Love
it is you?
Or is it me?
The place that I lay my head at every night
the sent is so sweet
the wrath seemed to be there
but they looked in your eyes seemed to
die with each words I speak.
Have we let it weather and die?
Cut our love and let it bleed!
You and me
me or you?
Love or pain?
Pain and Love
Let it all go under
as this world cut us and it bleed
I don't want this anymore
the pain of the world around us
that does not want us to love or be happy.
Let this die
Let them be right
Let them see us walk away from everything
Everything that we build
Let them see it burn
Light it up and watch it all go away with
A firefly blames
Our bleeding love
As to end some way
So let us take it like this one
Write the hate notes
Let the tears run down our face
Let them see us pain of all is gone
Paint the picture they want to see
Ripe out our hearts for them
Forget everything we have been through...
Let the fight end with our blood on the floor.
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Liz- Earth
- Posts : 187
Join date : 2010-04-09
Age : 36
Location : curled in a ball feeling lost and alone...
Character sheet
Name: Ella Raven Moran
Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 1:35 am
Air Cast
Brother Air
Without you we can't breathe
we can't live without you.
You bring so much life to us.
May you wisher the secret that we want to know
you are our brother
In the name of Nyx I call Air to my circle
May you protect us as big brother would.
Fire Cast
Sister Fire
Without you we would not know wrath of the night
your flame burns within us all.
It is want gives us life.
May your flame light show us the way to enlighten
you are our sister
In the name of Nyx I call Fire to my circle
May you show us beauty as a sister would.
Water Cast
Father Water
without you we couldn't be
you make up our very body
your steam runs though us.
May you show us a father's love.
You are our Father.
In the name of Nyx I call Water to my circle
May you guide us through our life as a protection as father would.
Earth Cast.
Mother Earth
Without you we are nothing.
You give us somewhere to live
somewhere to call home.
May we heal you one day
You are our great mother
In the name of Nyx I call Earth to my circle.
May you guild us like a kind mother
Spirit Cast
Great Spirit
Without you we would be lifeless.
You glowing life lives within each of us.
You give us our way of life
May you never leave us when we need you most
you are our playful spirit
In the name of Nyx I call Spirit to my circle
May you show us a new way to live.
Brother Air
Without you we can't breathe
we can't live without you.
You bring so much life to us.
May you wisher the secret that we want to know
you are our brother
In the name of Nyx I call Air to my circle
May you protect us as big brother would.
Fire Cast
Sister Fire
Without you we would not know wrath of the night
your flame burns within us all.
It is want gives us life.
May your flame light show us the way to enlighten
you are our sister
In the name of Nyx I call Fire to my circle
May you show us beauty as a sister would.
Water Cast
Father Water
without you we couldn't be
you make up our very body
your steam runs though us.
May you show us a father's love.
You are our Father.
In the name of Nyx I call Water to my circle
May you guide us through our life as a protection as father would.
Earth Cast.
Mother Earth
Without you we are nothing.
You give us somewhere to live
somewhere to call home.
May we heal you one day
You are our great mother
In the name of Nyx I call Earth to my circle.
May you guild us like a kind mother
Spirit Cast
Great Spirit
Without you we would be lifeless.
You glowing life lives within each of us.
You give us our way of life
May you never leave us when we need you most
you are our playful spirit
In the name of Nyx I call Spirit to my circle
May you show us a new way to live.
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Liz- Earth
- Posts : 187
Join date : 2010-04-09
Age : 36
Location : curled in a ball feeling lost and alone...
Character sheet
Name: Ella Raven Moran
Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 1:45 am
Why linger here?
To linger here and knowing something
I can see them hurt and pain
I want to help them but I can't
the moon light shine down at them.
And they are able to make their self happy but yet they sit in the dark
I don't know why I am here in the dark of souls around me
Magic and power pounding around me
Holding my breath as the night turn into the dawn
Loving to hear her words of love and hope
Knowing it would all fall on false hopes
And all would die in the heart and soul
Deep breaths and understanding what is going on.
I looked around at each of their faces knowing that there is no helping them
OH great one what could happen if I would just show myself and show them
what could happen to them.
To linger here and not knowing home and love ever again,
Just people passing by and living a life that I once had.
I am just a shadow to them and nothing more
No more can be really there.
I am just a fly on the wall .
No voice of my own
No life at all
Just a shadow
Unsure if they knew that I once lived there where they call home
I just linger here and let things go on
Why do I linger here knowing there could be something better out there for me?
Raven's calls
Breath with every step you take
to face the unknown as the Raven Calls
Power untold will show itself
in a form shown to our kind!
Shadow Raven lacking around
weary minds watches with no age
New Protections will be cast
Ones that hate each other will join forces!
Raven calls to it father
Whose lays beneath the Earth
Lost and forgotten but soon will rise
To struck fear in women alike
The Queen do dance to see her beloved king
'Rise old Great One!' she do calls out
As the Ravens take their form
The Earth do cries as the wicked kind rise
Oh, how we weep as the Earth dies
Taken from us once
Why yet another time
Arrow straight and true
Oh the Raven Calls
The earth do bleed
The wicked one rise
Is all hope lose with the earth?
Past Life Nightmare
I can't shack it
The feeling keeps coming back to me
Can I really breath
I see the light again
And it still night fall
Let the wait end and fade with this night
Sweet voices Chanted to me
I followed the voices
You are who you are
Dreamer
Fighter
Protector
You are a part of me as I am to you
The dream unfolds before me
Helpless hands go unsteady
As I dream of him yet again
I dream of Sin...
The darkness pulled me back into the burning hate and fear.
you are who you are
Dirtied
Nothing
Trash
You are a part of me as I am to you
Trapped under her shadows
They seemed to cast out farther than I can run
Miles away and I am still judged by her.
Compared to the one that I hate
the one that I love
It can't be...
Slowly breathing in and out
will there ever be a brake for me?
Never because I will die then be reborn
into something sadder than what I am today.
From a pretty princess to a poor little girl that barely can make it.
From a medaions man daughter to this...
my blood line slowly dies
I am the last of my kind...
So I thought
Then I met him...
The man that I had married or almost married in my past lives
nothing came close killed by his own brother.
Thank god I got him now.....
To linger here and knowing something
I can see them hurt and pain
I want to help them but I can't
the moon light shine down at them.
And they are able to make their self happy but yet they sit in the dark
I don't know why I am here in the dark of souls around me
Magic and power pounding around me
Holding my breath as the night turn into the dawn
Loving to hear her words of love and hope
Knowing it would all fall on false hopes
And all would die in the heart and soul
Deep breaths and understanding what is going on.
I looked around at each of their faces knowing that there is no helping them
OH great one what could happen if I would just show myself and show them
what could happen to them.
To linger here and not knowing home and love ever again,
Just people passing by and living a life that I once had.
I am just a shadow to them and nothing more
No more can be really there.
I am just a fly on the wall .
No voice of my own
No life at all
Just a shadow
Unsure if they knew that I once lived there where they call home
I just linger here and let things go on
Why do I linger here knowing there could be something better out there for me?
Raven's calls
Breath with every step you take
to face the unknown as the Raven Calls
Power untold will show itself
in a form shown to our kind!
Shadow Raven lacking around
weary minds watches with no age
New Protections will be cast
Ones that hate each other will join forces!
Raven calls to it father
Whose lays beneath the Earth
Lost and forgotten but soon will rise
To struck fear in women alike
The Queen do dance to see her beloved king
'Rise old Great One!' she do calls out
As the Ravens take their form
The Earth do cries as the wicked kind rise
Oh, how we weep as the Earth dies
Taken from us once
Why yet another time
Arrow straight and true
Oh the Raven Calls
The earth do bleed
The wicked one rise
Is all hope lose with the earth?
Past Life Nightmare
I can't shack it
The feeling keeps coming back to me
Can I really breath
I see the light again
And it still night fall
Let the wait end and fade with this night
Sweet voices Chanted to me
I followed the voices
You are who you are
Dreamer
Fighter
Protector
You are a part of me as I am to you
The dream unfolds before me
Helpless hands go unsteady
As I dream of him yet again
I dream of Sin...
The darkness pulled me back into the burning hate and fear.
you are who you are
Dirtied
Nothing
Trash
You are a part of me as I am to you
Trapped under her shadows
They seemed to cast out farther than I can run
Miles away and I am still judged by her.
Compared to the one that I hate
the one that I love
It can't be...
Slowly breathing in and out
will there ever be a brake for me?
Never because I will die then be reborn
into something sadder than what I am today.
From a pretty princess to a poor little girl that barely can make it.
From a medaions man daughter to this...
my blood line slowly dies
I am the last of my kind...
So I thought
Then I met him...
The man that I had married or almost married in my past lives
nothing came close killed by his own brother.
Thank god I got him now.....
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Age : 36
Location : curled in a ball feeling lost and alone...
Character sheet
Name: Ella Raven Moran
Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 1:49 am
One Year
going under
One year
Nothing different than before
Lost and confused
under pressure
No Job
Life is going down a path
Unsure and losing the battle
One year
Nothing just like before
No pretty things to show off to people
Just my old shoes
Wallet empty
Wanting something to show from all the work I did
Nothing has changed...
Just us with nothing but hate for the place that we call home for now
Losing what I thought I knew was home
Then Look around me there was no home from the beginning
Pieces
Pieces by Pieces
you slowly make a picture
do you disgusted by what it looked like
Forgotten and lost
Like shards of glass scared around you
broken dreams and hopes
unwanted to fight all the time
Letting it all go
Throw it all as it all come down around you.
Dream
Dreaming of something else as I sit here and looking out into the darkness
I let this time slip away as if I couldn't do anything to hold it close
braking down to what I think is real
All that is around me seemed fake.
Unknown past
The heat beating down on me
As we work I hear the sound of the past
Why must the voices come to me?
The heat of battle comes ringing back in my ear
Pain and the lost comes racing back to me
Tears are hind by my sweat as I work.
going under
One year
Nothing different than before
Lost and confused
under pressure
No Job
Life is going down a path
Unsure and losing the battle
One year
Nothing just like before
No pretty things to show off to people
Just my old shoes
Wallet empty
Wanting something to show from all the work I did
Nothing has changed...
Just us with nothing but hate for the place that we call home for now
Losing what I thought I knew was home
Then Look around me there was no home from the beginning
Pieces
Pieces by Pieces
you slowly make a picture
do you disgusted by what it looked like
Forgotten and lost
Like shards of glass scared around you
broken dreams and hopes
unwanted to fight all the time
Letting it all go
Throw it all as it all come down around you.
Dream
Dreaming of something else as I sit here and looking out into the darkness
I let this time slip away as if I couldn't do anything to hold it close
braking down to what I think is real
All that is around me seemed fake.
Unknown past
The heat beating down on me
As we work I hear the sound of the past
Why must the voices come to me?
The heat of battle comes ringing back in my ear
Pain and the lost comes racing back to me
Tears are hind by my sweat as I work.
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Liz- Earth
- Posts : 187
Join date : 2010-04-09
Age : 36
Location : curled in a ball feeling lost and alone...
Character sheet
Name: Ella Raven Moran
Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 1:52 am
To Stormy~
Skin like an angle
Voice of a goddess
Graces as of a butterfly
Wised like an owl
As I looked into your eyes
My body takes me away
As I long to have you by my side
Hoping that this high will last forever!
To feel you’re silk like skin on my hand
as I touch your cheek
Sweet whispers run through my mind
only if I could really speak them out loud!
Your voice seemed to chase this fear away
that had a tight hold on me
Oh my lady of fair
what could you ever see in me?
I have no money to buy you pretty things
No car to take you out in
No place for you in my past
only in my future do you have a place with me.
I may have no money
maybe not even the best looking face around...
I have my words to tell you how beautifully you are
my love are unmated by any gold or silver that the others could bring you!
You may say this is a bold question
You may just turn around and slap me
I have to asked it or I will die if I never knew what you would say
Would you kiss me and got out on a date with me?
~Raph~
Warrior Oath to You
Story of a warrior
has come to be born to night
she will service her lady of fair
with her life.
She is now bound to her and her alone.
She in barks into a new form of Son of Erebus
First of her kind in hopes that others will follow her.
Lady Rei she will do her will
for she had freely chosen to be at her side.
Waited too long to bow her head and after her sword to her.
Gratefully Lady Rei had taken her on her oath.
Now only death can break the bond.
Great One
Hands of broken helped.
Promised left undone
lands and heart is one.
Water and fire never touch
Heart and soul is all but other
Eagle and Wolf runs and plays
Twins of two sides of a coin
Random with Since
Love and hate
Passed and fall
Forgive and Unknown
Foreseen and undone.
What can you hear the words that come to us
Oh Great One full us up and let it all fall down to
To those who do us harm!
Take and given
Love and Hate
Heart and soul
we are one for now and forever
nothing can break the bond now!
We are lovers for different life.
Let it be done
OH GREAT ONE!
Skin like an angle
Voice of a goddess
Graces as of a butterfly
Wised like an owl
As I looked into your eyes
My body takes me away
As I long to have you by my side
Hoping that this high will last forever!
To feel you’re silk like skin on my hand
as I touch your cheek
Sweet whispers run through my mind
only if I could really speak them out loud!
Your voice seemed to chase this fear away
that had a tight hold on me
Oh my lady of fair
what could you ever see in me?
I have no money to buy you pretty things
No car to take you out in
No place for you in my past
only in my future do you have a place with me.
I may have no money
maybe not even the best looking face around...
I have my words to tell you how beautifully you are
my love are unmated by any gold or silver that the others could bring you!
You may say this is a bold question
You may just turn around and slap me
I have to asked it or I will die if I never knew what you would say
Would you kiss me and got out on a date with me?
~Raph~
Warrior Oath to You
Story of a warrior
has come to be born to night
she will service her lady of fair
with her life.
She is now bound to her and her alone.
She in barks into a new form of Son of Erebus
First of her kind in hopes that others will follow her.
Lady Rei she will do her will
for she had freely chosen to be at her side.
Waited too long to bow her head and after her sword to her.
Gratefully Lady Rei had taken her on her oath.
Now only death can break the bond.
Great One
Hands of broken helped.
Promised left undone
lands and heart is one.
Water and fire never touch
Heart and soul is all but other
Eagle and Wolf runs and plays
Twins of two sides of a coin
Random with Since
Love and hate
Passed and fall
Forgive and Unknown
Foreseen and undone.
What can you hear the words that come to us
Oh Great One full us up and let it all fall down to
To those who do us harm!
Take and given
Love and Hate
Heart and soul
we are one for now and forever
nothing can break the bond now!
We are lovers for different life.
Let it be done
OH GREAT ONE!
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Liz- Earth
- Posts : 187
Join date : 2010-04-09
Age : 36
Location : curled in a ball feeling lost and alone...
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Name: Ella Raven Moran
Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 1:56 am
Dark side of life
Lost and can't be found
I don't know who I am.
I don't know what I should do
I turn into a closed door.
I kick and banged nothing but hate and coldness comes over
Sick to my stomach
Tears pours over me
Red room....
Pain and lost
Forgotten
In the loops
Rules to be broken
Love to have
a world out there from our own.
Not in our mind but into the spirit!
I can't keep listening to the little voices that mean nothing to me.
It hurts but I can move on.
Fading in the darkness that is around me.
But yet I can see the light out there
something is holding me back.
What can I do
what I am?
Screaming and the hatred taking over us all
It something I have to do
I know that feelings will be hurt.
So what...
I have been hurting too long.
WHY must I be this way?
Don't let me go love
I don't know who I am!
I put a wall up to keep everything out...
I didn't want it to keep you out...
I don't want to hurt you but it seemed that I am hurting you anyways
I can see it in your eyes.
What can I say or do to make you see what I am going through
Please don't turn away from me!
Untold Nightmare
In the shadows
I lay waiting
for my vacuums
slowly they walk
down a path
they know not of
Death that lays ahead
for us all.
Some will go with great proud
Some will go with nothing at all
All I have to say is remember this face;
It will be the last thing you see
Before you draw your last breath!
I sit and wait
for the cold to come for me
though it has came close many of times
but never fully covers me
as it has the others.
So here I lay awake waiting for it
to come for me
Blood lust
is what it is
Come and have your full
For I know my blood is tented
By the past
Of which has led me here
Screaming of nightmares
Unsure of the daylight
Let us dance in the moonlight
As it takes us by our souls tonight
Let us know who awaits for us
Death and disperse
Life and Desire
I throw my hands up in the air
As I wait in the shadows
For what most may not be able to see
Demons of the shadow realms
The weak will fall
The strong will fade
Battle undone
Going on for many years
Let it go they tell me
I can't for is battle as took too much from me
Dream of the end
Yet fear the end...
Irony just thinking about it.
Wish for something that is not evil
Yet look at the past
Burned for what I am
Hunted because I was feared
Exited by the one I loved
Killed by family
Speared by none
The path of a freak like me
What am I?
I don't know myself.
Unknown past
The heat beating down on me
As we work I hear the sound of the past
Why must the voices come to me?
The heat of battle comes ringing back in my ear
Pain and the lost comes racing back to me
Tears are hind by my sweat as I work.
Lost and can't be found
I don't know who I am.
I don't know what I should do
I turn into a closed door.
I kick and banged nothing but hate and coldness comes over
Sick to my stomach
Tears pours over me
Red room....
Pain and lost
Forgotten
In the loops
Rules to be broken
Love to have
a world out there from our own.
Not in our mind but into the spirit!
I can't keep listening to the little voices that mean nothing to me.
It hurts but I can move on.
Fading in the darkness that is around me.
But yet I can see the light out there
something is holding me back.
What can I do
what I am?
Screaming and the hatred taking over us all
It something I have to do
I know that feelings will be hurt.
So what...
I have been hurting too long.
WHY must I be this way?
Don't let me go love
I don't know who I am!
I put a wall up to keep everything out...
I didn't want it to keep you out...
I don't want to hurt you but it seemed that I am hurting you anyways
I can see it in your eyes.
What can I say or do to make you see what I am going through
Please don't turn away from me!
Untold Nightmare
In the shadows
I lay waiting
for my vacuums
slowly they walk
down a path
they know not of
Death that lays ahead
for us all.
Some will go with great proud
Some will go with nothing at all
All I have to say is remember this face;
It will be the last thing you see
Before you draw your last breath!
I sit and wait
for the cold to come for me
though it has came close many of times
but never fully covers me
as it has the others.
So here I lay awake waiting for it
to come for me
Blood lust
is what it is
Come and have your full
For I know my blood is tented
By the past
Of which has led me here
Screaming of nightmares
Unsure of the daylight
Let us dance in the moonlight
As it takes us by our souls tonight
Let us know who awaits for us
Death and disperse
Life and Desire
I throw my hands up in the air
As I wait in the shadows
For what most may not be able to see
Demons of the shadow realms
The weak will fall
The strong will fade
Battle undone
Going on for many years
Let it go they tell me
I can't for is battle as took too much from me
Dream of the end
Yet fear the end...
Irony just thinking about it.
Wish for something that is not evil
Yet look at the past
Burned for what I am
Hunted because I was feared
Exited by the one I loved
Killed by family
Speared by none
The path of a freak like me
What am I?
I don't know myself.
Unknown past
The heat beating down on me
As we work I hear the sound of the past
Why must the voices come to me?
The heat of battle comes ringing back in my ear
Pain and the lost comes racing back to me
Tears are hind by my sweat as I work.
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Liz- Earth
- Posts : 187
Join date : 2010-04-09
Age : 36
Location : curled in a ball feeling lost and alone...
Character sheet
Name: Ella Raven Moran
Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 2:06 am
Confined what I am.
Look at what I am…
Can you see the true me as I lay here
Waiting for you my love
Do you know what I have done?
Do you really care what you love?
I am not human…
Nor am I vampire
Or werewolf
I am a freak
Can’t you see that there is no saving me?
Just cut me and kill me
Save yourself from this despair.
That I am sure I will give you
With every kiss is sealed with a lie…
Why do I let you keep going with this lust?
I am a fool for you.
Your face, touch and soul
Keeps me here
Do you see why I can’t stay here anymore???
I wish I could fully tell you what I am feeling.
My head is screaming as I cry.
Fools’ hope
Dreamers’ lane
Feeling so high
A story waits to be told
All high bets
As the demons play their songs
Hands reached out for help
No one there because of this rage
Brother, Sister
Lover, Enemy
Birth, Death
Screaming voices
Hate that rising
Lost of self
Rage blind you
Falling so fast as I think of what could had been
Sitting here at 4 in the mornowing
And all I see your face
The last time I saw it
Words that were said
I never got to say I am sorry…
It hurts that you told that you were leaving
There was nothing I could say or do to change it
It was because the way I acted one fateful night
My true self got the best of me.
And now your blood is on my hands.
Images…
Drip, Drip goes the sound of rain
Cold breath upon my neck
Vision blurring in and out…
Under the chain of my enemy
Kicked at
Cursed out
P!ss on
What a life!
Try your best to make me
Bend and brake
I know that there is no released for me
The pounding in the back of my head
Because of the images play like a slideshow
Images of Pain, love, and lost
Look at what I am…
Can you see the true me as I lay here
Waiting for you my love
Do you know what I have done?
Do you really care what you love?
I am not human…
Nor am I vampire
Or werewolf
I am a freak
Can’t you see that there is no saving me?
Just cut me and kill me
Save yourself from this despair.
That I am sure I will give you
With every kiss is sealed with a lie…
Why do I let you keep going with this lust?
I am a fool for you.
Your face, touch and soul
Keeps me here
Do you see why I can’t stay here anymore???
I wish I could fully tell you what I am feeling.
My head is screaming as I cry.
Fools’ hope
Dreamers’ lane
Feeling so high
A story waits to be told
All high bets
As the demons play their songs
Hands reached out for help
No one there because of this rage
Brother, Sister
Lover, Enemy
Birth, Death
Screaming voices
Hate that rising
Lost of self
Rage blind you
Falling so fast as I think of what could had been
Sitting here at 4 in the mornowing
And all I see your face
The last time I saw it
Words that were said
I never got to say I am sorry…
It hurts that you told that you were leaving
There was nothing I could say or do to change it
It was because the way I acted one fateful night
My true self got the best of me.
And now your blood is on my hands.
Images…
Drip, Drip goes the sound of rain
Cold breath upon my neck
Vision blurring in and out…
Under the chain of my enemy
Kicked at
Cursed out
P!ss on
What a life!
Try your best to make me
Bend and brake
I know that there is no released for me
The pounding in the back of my head
Because of the images play like a slideshow
Images of Pain, love, and lost
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Liz- Earth
- Posts : 187
Join date : 2010-04-09
Age : 36
Location : curled in a ball feeling lost and alone...
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Name: Ella Raven Moran
Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 2:12 am
Set of poems that all gose together but stand well by theirself.
Poet
Words on paper
Moves the Strong and weak alike
I have on my side a voice of color
My word are written on the sands of time
Many will know me as a Spiritual soul
The word of Poet will move everybody just by words
I was chosen by Nyx to write down her words.
High Priestess
Chosen friends are hard
They must be true even when you have some kind of power
Yet it is hard been me
When everyone looking up at me for answers
I feel that I must be sometimes wiser then my years.
All I can say is I will do my best to be a good leader and friend
I didn’t asked to be High Priestess but I was chosen to be
I will do my best in doing Nyx’s will.
Air
Always around
Can be care free
But yet pushy at times
Is something to fear and love?
Without me there is no life
Air were part of everyone
Fire
Pictured as rage and hate
But is so much more
Am graceful, loving and warm
Dancer of flames
Warm voices
Without Fire there is no raging love
Water
Life started with water
Making up everybody
Pure and claim
Crystal clear as ones future
Always flowing
Water bringer of life and love
Earth
Our very home
Strong as a single mother
Surpoting everything
Can and will show rage as a mother
Sadly she is batter with stupid things
Earth our one true mother
Spirit
Is everything
You can’t touch it
But you can feel it
Essences of it presences
It makes everything what it is
Spirit the guider
Circle Poem
We are crazy and leaders
Brothers and sisters
The circle is family
Family is belonging to something more
Eyes on us always
But we are one … we are strong
We are leaders
We can do anything as long as we have each other
We are the Circle
Circle’s Code
We hold these cold
As clear as each other
A promise that can’t be broken easily
Characters that we bear
Understanding as Air
Loving as Fire
Claiming as Water
Caring as Earth
Bounding as Spirit
We know there is more than being in the circle
Then the power given to us
We promise to up hold all
That is asked of us to the best we can
Red Moon
Oh, Bright Red Moon,
In the sky above us
We asked of favor from thee
To keep our faith high in all that we believe in
Weather it be in you or just some greater out there that we believe in
For a good harvested when the time comes
Many things can be harvested from food, love, wisdom and friendship
And may you be smiling down on us
To show that we are truly loved by someone and this circle
Let us face anything bravely
For you is the last full moon of the summer nights
As we look around us
Let us enjoy the change around us
From the leaves colors to cold nights
You started of school and learn from others
Let us have open minds to everything we shall learn this month and more
The wisdom she shares to us tonight will be with us as we will grow to love Nyx and thee
The thing is she lives in us all as our goddess Nyx dose.
We thank you for what you share with us.
Thank you Red Moon
Thank you Nyx!
Poet
Words on paper
Moves the Strong and weak alike
I have on my side a voice of color
My word are written on the sands of time
Many will know me as a Spiritual soul
The word of Poet will move everybody just by words
I was chosen by Nyx to write down her words.
High Priestess
Chosen friends are hard
They must be true even when you have some kind of power
Yet it is hard been me
When everyone looking up at me for answers
I feel that I must be sometimes wiser then my years.
All I can say is I will do my best to be a good leader and friend
I didn’t asked to be High Priestess but I was chosen to be
I will do my best in doing Nyx’s will.
Air
Always around
Can be care free
But yet pushy at times
Is something to fear and love?
Without me there is no life
Air were part of everyone
Fire
Pictured as rage and hate
But is so much more
Am graceful, loving and warm
Dancer of flames
Warm voices
Without Fire there is no raging love
Water
Life started with water
Making up everybody
Pure and claim
Crystal clear as ones future
Always flowing
Water bringer of life and love
Earth
Our very home
Strong as a single mother
Surpoting everything
Can and will show rage as a mother
Sadly she is batter with stupid things
Earth our one true mother
Spirit
Is everything
You can’t touch it
But you can feel it
Essences of it presences
It makes everything what it is
Spirit the guider
Circle Poem
We are crazy and leaders
Brothers and sisters
The circle is family
Family is belonging to something more
Eyes on us always
But we are one … we are strong
We are leaders
We can do anything as long as we have each other
We are the Circle
Circle’s Code
We hold these cold
As clear as each other
A promise that can’t be broken easily
Characters that we bear
Understanding as Air
Loving as Fire
Claiming as Water
Caring as Earth
Bounding as Spirit
We know there is more than being in the circle
Then the power given to us
We promise to up hold all
That is asked of us to the best we can
Red Moon
Oh, Bright Red Moon,
In the sky above us
We asked of favor from thee
To keep our faith high in all that we believe in
Weather it be in you or just some greater out there that we believe in
For a good harvested when the time comes
Many things can be harvested from food, love, wisdom and friendship
And may you be smiling down on us
To show that we are truly loved by someone and this circle
Let us face anything bravely
For you is the last full moon of the summer nights
As we look around us
Let us enjoy the change around us
From the leaves colors to cold nights
You started of school and learn from others
Let us have open minds to everything we shall learn this month and more
The wisdom she shares to us tonight will be with us as we will grow to love Nyx and thee
The thing is she lives in us all as our goddess Nyx dose.
We thank you for what you share with us.
Thank you Red Moon
Thank you Nyx!
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Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 2:24 am
Wild beast
Shadow standing there
just birght as the day
as the night comes to a close
bones shitfing
a cold breezed comes over me
as the sun rised up as i looked
i see a monster in me
as if i was a human looking at me for the frist time
unknown that scears the souls of soo many.
yet i don't see myself as a monster anymore
just another beast of lust and wild calls
now i sit and wait for the moon to rise again just so that i could be my whole self again
just called me Wild Beast that runs and hunts and calls out for other of my kind
saddly there is no other like me here or around here...
forsaken
the forgoten,
that wounder around this world
wishing to be remember yet again
set their fire once more
to burn the heart of enemies and friends alike
show that the forsaken ones will rise up once more
light the sky every colors
letting everything go
fighting to be
laugh in the rain
dream of the future.
Love
her sweet smile can warm the coldest of hearts
her warm hugs can catch a strom away
she is my heart and i can't let her go
her eyes i could swim in them until the end of times
not wantting anything to hurt her
if i could i would take all her pain and make it mine
hold her up so she can see the world around her.
she is my new world and i will do all i can do for her
so what is a guy to do...
her beaty takes over me everytime
her long hair that is tight curls.
her sence of sweet roses
i am sure of one thing i love her with all my heart
-lee-
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Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 2:33 am
Fool and a Mistake
A mistake,
With blood on the floor
Icy touch,
Still bruning the skin
A fool,
That hurt the only family that understands
Curle words,
Pass the lips that was masked
Not sure that the smell
Of cleasing and blessing
can remove all that was lift
that night when a mistake
turned into a nightmare....
Letting someone in
even though you knew yourself
It was a mistake...
in your head it was
you or them...
I would give myself up for everyone that I love!
A fool and a misstake
for the love of her family!
Fake love
Cut out my old heart...
It only gets me trouble
I fall in and out of love with the foolish man
His eyes that pires me
As he lay there bleeding on the floor.
All I knew was it was an old life
when my perfected world came crashing down
he was there to pick me up
Littled did I know it was he who
Broke down the world around me
I fall into the darkness as the world around
Shaider inot many picest around me.
Holding breath as the man
That took my brathe away....
Full Moon
The cool winter air runs in my hair.
As the night grows near.
The staicked is in the air
As we wait for the moon to rise
We can alreadly feel the change slowly take hold.
Every thing started to highting...
Smell to hearing.
Waitting to make the night full of music.
To hear the voices to echo back to us.
Not mean of us here
But still a pack none the lest.
I am with you but yet soo alone
Wantting your touch
to hear your voice
Wrap myself in your embrass
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Age: look 19 but much older.
Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sat Apr 10, 2010 2:45 am
prayer
Standing on the egde
On a blade
A drop of blood
Fadeing in and out of our world
Dreaming of the Past
Hopeing for no future
So it seems
Paint the walls
The bright colors
Though No color stand out
As rain comes down.
The worlds apart
Yet soo close
Whips and chains
That hold me here.
Now I lay me down
to sleep
My my soul forever rest
with the full moonlight.
Bed Fun
Dream of lips and hips
Not knowing who they belong to
The touch was solf and gerntel
The flow of feeling and thought
Linked to the crazy past
Feeling of safe and home here with their voices
Knowing nothing could hurt me.
As the fires reached for the sky
and the Dreams flowing
To connented the dots from past and persent.
I can't beleive that the futuer is always sit fully.
On grain can shift and brake what could had been or what was.
So I have to beleive in us and them.
losing
A kick
A scream
The pain
Losing something
That was just found again
A cut
A drop
The little words
Deal has been done
Sold out for a night of fun in the moon
Lost
confused
Unfair is what one would yell
As it not fitting for what has been done.
Dream
Hope
Love and lost in hand in hand
Why must one lose it just to know that it going to happened
Yet again on because of a push
words that didn't mean what was said.
Go have fun
but really was
Stay here with me
loveing feelings
Just push them aside
It not like what we have here in this world
The world that we made for us.
Let it all go...
It hard to now that the dreed has been done.
A life in the egde.
I don't have the hearted to end it
though it has crossed my mind a few times
and end it all for me
to leave me in the darkness and cold that now has
fulled my air... as the bond is cut or slowly slips.
As the heart dies leaving us undone.
Standing on the egde
On a blade
A drop of blood
Fadeing in and out of our world
Dreaming of the Past
Hopeing for no future
So it seems
Paint the walls
The bright colors
Though No color stand out
As rain comes down.
The worlds apart
Yet soo close
Whips and chains
That hold me here.
Now I lay me down
to sleep
My my soul forever rest
with the full moonlight.
Bed Fun
Dream of lips and hips
Not knowing who they belong to
The touch was solf and gerntel
The flow of feeling and thought
Linked to the crazy past
Feeling of safe and home here with their voices
Knowing nothing could hurt me.
As the fires reached for the sky
and the Dreams flowing
To connented the dots from past and persent.
I can't beleive that the futuer is always sit fully.
On grain can shift and brake what could had been or what was.
So I have to beleive in us and them.
losing
A kick
A scream
The pain
Losing something
That was just found again
A cut
A drop
The little words
Deal has been done
Sold out for a night of fun in the moon
Lost
confused
Unfair is what one would yell
As it not fitting for what has been done.
Dream
Hope
Love and lost in hand in hand
Why must one lose it just to know that it going to happened
Yet again on because of a push
words that didn't mean what was said.
Go have fun
but really was
Stay here with me
loveing feelings
Just push them aside
It not like what we have here in this world
The world that we made for us.
Let it all go...
It hard to now that the dreed has been done.
A life in the egde.
I don't have the hearted to end it
though it has crossed my mind a few times
and end it all for me
to leave me in the darkness and cold that now has
fulled my air... as the bond is cut or slowly slips.
As the heart dies leaving us undone.
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Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sun Apr 11, 2010 1:23 pm
Dream land
Dream on this land
As sweet whispers come
In the cold and dead of nights
What sweet lies ahead
Words are spoken
As life is pulled to nothing
that leaves a child standing alone
In the darken hill
Leaving it there to face
The Demons of the futures and past
A nips and growls
Helpless on the hill
Fight part 1
Hit the wall
Blood drops down
As the though of love had
Turned to Hate
To betary
Just so one can come to the top of it all.
Jump off the eged just to find it too late
as the water pulls you under
You fight to get up for air
For life.
Stair out to find nothing is looking back at you.
knowing that they are there in the shadows
Fight part 2
A night of fun
Turn sour
The long wait has come to an end
'chose chose' they voices called
Bearing down my teeth
Sharp pain running up and down me
Zaping going all around me
Holding her close
Thinking it was going to be droped on me
Closing eyes and beening rush in
Tears running down
thoughts of Many people all in once thought.
The burn of the wound
Now gone still burn by something much more....
the fool I was
I thought I knew
I thought I knew
when in the end it was only lies
Every word was end up the same way
And I was I fool to listen and let you in
With open arms I was under your spell
I started to Push everything I knew to be true away
What a fool
What a fool
I was not to see right through you...
A mistake that I am going to make right!!!
Even if it means I get to take out your neck
I wont let you hang over me anymore
I have found my reason
And My glassed eyes have been open once more!
Now it over
Now it over
bad warrior
I told you I wouldn't hurt you again.
I trun and lose my head again
As I f*ck up and have you in tears again
What a warrior I am...
I can protect you from anything and everything
Yet I can't protect you from me.
I don't mean for these things to happen to us
I don't me to mess up so bad.
Here I am on my back again begging you to forgive me again
when I am around you
You keep my head straight
When I am away from you
The Demons do come and play.
they turn me into a tool to hurt you again.
slave
Poistion on your lips
Numbing pain
Stairing out
Becomeing nothing
Slipping into the maddness around me
Bowing down to your will yet again
I am slave to your rageing water.
Will my flame stand out under your water?
Dream on this land
As sweet whispers come
In the cold and dead of nights
What sweet lies ahead
Words are spoken
As life is pulled to nothing
that leaves a child standing alone
In the darken hill
Leaving it there to face
The Demons of the futures and past
A nips and growls
Helpless on the hill
Fight part 1
Hit the wall
Blood drops down
As the though of love had
Turned to Hate
To betary
Just so one can come to the top of it all.
Jump off the eged just to find it too late
as the water pulls you under
You fight to get up for air
For life.
Stair out to find nothing is looking back at you.
knowing that they are there in the shadows
Fight part 2
A night of fun
Turn sour
The long wait has come to an end
'chose chose' they voices called
Bearing down my teeth
Sharp pain running up and down me
Zaping going all around me
Holding her close
Thinking it was going to be droped on me
Closing eyes and beening rush in
Tears running down
thoughts of Many people all in once thought.
The burn of the wound
Now gone still burn by something much more....
the fool I was
I thought I knew
I thought I knew
when in the end it was only lies
Every word was end up the same way
And I was I fool to listen and let you in
With open arms I was under your spell
I started to Push everything I knew to be true away
What a fool
What a fool
I was not to see right through you...
A mistake that I am going to make right!!!
Even if it means I get to take out your neck
I wont let you hang over me anymore
I have found my reason
And My glassed eyes have been open once more!
Now it over
Now it over
bad warrior
I told you I wouldn't hurt you again.
I trun and lose my head again
As I f*ck up and have you in tears again
What a warrior I am...
I can protect you from anything and everything
Yet I can't protect you from me.
I don't mean for these things to happen to us
I don't me to mess up so bad.
Here I am on my back again begging you to forgive me again
when I am around you
You keep my head straight
When I am away from you
The Demons do come and play.
they turn me into a tool to hurt you again.
slave
Poistion on your lips
Numbing pain
Stairing out
Becomeing nothing
Slipping into the maddness around me
Bowing down to your will yet again
I am slave to your rageing water.
Will my flame stand out under your water?
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Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Sun Apr 11, 2010 1:25 pm
i beleive I got all of my poems for the HoN site.
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Re: thoughs and words by me
by Liz Fri Apr 16, 2010 3:09 pm
Craziness
The words that came out
Feeling got smashed
Anger show later
Trying to keep a level head
Box over box throwing out
Box over box throwing back in
once good thought turn into fear
Losing what was there rushing over me
Later on a drink up my love
All seemed to be made right
Still thinking all was lost
Until I felt movement
And Happiness over took me.
It is better now from the flash of craziness.
The words that came out
Feeling got smashed
Anger show later
Trying to keep a level head
Box over box throwing out
Box over box throwing back in
once good thought turn into fear
Losing what was there rushing over me
Later on a drink up my love
All seemed to be made right
Still thinking all was lost
Until I felt movement
And Happiness over took me.
It is better now from the flash of craziness.
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Re: thoughs and words by me
by Daughter of Nyx Sun Apr 18, 2010 9:55 pm
I think that if I ever get married that will be recited at my wedding giving all the glory tyo youu.
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