Jenny's poetry!

You gave me nothing

You gave me nothing
The fact that you didn't fight for us showed me you didn't care.
I gave you my heart, my soul, my everything,
You gave me nothing.

Together forever is what you said,
But you never really meant it.
I gave you my heart, my soul, my everything,
You gave me nothing.

I said our age didn't matter,
You agreed.
I gave you my heart, my soul, my everything,
You gave me nothing.

I said someday I wanted to be your wife,
So I gave you my heart, my soul, my everything,
But in return you still gave me nothing.

What is it like?

What is it like......?
What is it like to know you caused me pain?
What is it like to hear me cry?
What is it like to know you could heal my hurt but do nothing?
What is it like to watch me beg for you to take me back?
Do you get enjoyment?
Does it make you happy?
Or do you feel the same way as me but to scared to admit it?
Read my words,
Think about what I said,
Then tell me what it is like.

Do you see me?

Do you see me?
Standing right in front of you?
What do I have to do to get you to notice me?
Do a little dance?
Sing?
What tell me what to do.
Cause I see you looking but are you really seeing?
My eyes fill with tears but do you notice?
Will you hold me in your arms?
Will you make everything ok again?
What can I do?
Please.
I'm begging you.
Just let me know.
I will do it.
Please.
What do I need to do to have you see me for me?

Where did the time go?


Where did the time go?
I remember when you just a little thing in mommy's belly.
Now your graduating middle school.
Your going to be a big bad freshie.
Your going to go to parties
Get your first girlfriend.
All I can do is watch.
I wish I could go back in time.
And be with you when we were little.
My little Matchew.
My little brover
I woves you babes.
Always remember that.
While your off doing big boy things.
Remember that I will always be here for you.

I’m sorry

I'm sorry.
How times do I have to say it?
I know the things I say,
The things I do,
Are stupid.
But I cant help it.
I know its hard believe,
But the things that make you angry,
And hurt you,
Hurt me more,
Cause I know they hurt you,
And I know I'm the reason your in pain.
I dont get why you love me,
Why you say its me you want to spend forever with.
All I ever do is say sorry.
So from here on I'm not going to.
Your tired of hearing it,
And I'm tired of saying it.
But because I cant help it,
I'm just going to say this one last time,
I'm sorry....

Why do you hate me?

Why do you hate me mother?
Is it because I'm not a perfect daughter?
Is it because I'm not the best student?
Or is it because I'm bi?
It's bad enough I dont have a dad but you hating me makes it worse.
You used to call me your J.P.
Your Jennifer Paige
Your beautiful daughter
I saw a light shine in your eyes
But now I'm lucky if you even glance in my direction.
Is it because I trusted you with a piece of information about me?
Because I wear black,
Read vampire books,
Pefer night to day.
Why do you do this to me?
Make me beg for your attention?
What did I do to make you lose your love for me?

Dead inside

Dead inside
Dad, why did you leave,
To go up into the sky?
Can't you come back down,
And be with us again?

I know it's the way life goes,
People are born and people die,
But I never thought it would be you.
You were my hero.
The one person who was supposed to live forever.

When your a little girl and you see your dad,
You think he's never going to die.
In my head you were supposed to defy the odds.
I think every girl thinks that.

All our lives we think "he'll never die".
You even think that when your eleven.
That's when you left me,
Went to go be with the sprits.

I hope it's fun for you, I hope you feel alive.
But ever since you left I've been dead inside

A little sisters story

Older sisters are so rude,
All they give you is attitude.
You just want to smile and be their friend,
But they just want to follow the new trend.

When you see them at school you wave and smile,
But they look at you like you’re a crocodile,
Like you want to eat them,
Like you’re a big ball of flem.

You get clothes that look the same,
But all she says is “eww that’s so lame”
Finally you’ve had enough.
You tell yourself “it’s time to get tough”.

The next day when you see her you don’t try to call,
You just keep walking down the hall.
When she comes up and says “hi”,
You just turn and finally say “bye”.

fixed

You finally asked me
And I said yes
My heart had bed broken
And you did the impossible
You fixed it
Now its yours
So treat it well
Like I know you will
Because I love you
With all my heart

waiting

I waited for you
for you to be here
for you to tell me you loved me again
for you to hold me in you arms
for you to kiss my lips ever so softly
for you to be the one
my one
but thats all you ever did
left me waiting
but now I'm done
I'm through
now your the one
who's going to be waiting

This is a his and her kinda poem....


I want to be in your arms....
I want to hold you...

I want to feel safe for once in my life...
I want to be the one that protects you...

I want to dance with you...
I want to be the one that you dance with...

I want to laugh at your jokes...
I want to be the one that makes you laugh...

I want everything to be right instead of wrong....
I want to be the one to make everything right.....

I want to play with your hair....
I want it to be my hair that you play with....

I want to learn how to love....
I want to be the one to teach you.....

Untiled
I hold you close
and feel the
baboom, baboom
of your heart next to mine
I ran my fingers through
your long flowing hair
you smiled up at me
I smiled back down
I kissed your head over so softly
and whispered. "so this is what love feels like."

Untiled
I look at you with longing
Cant you see me standing here?
Cant you feel my eyes burn a whole in the back of your perfect head?
You with your perfect eyes,
Perfect smile,
Perfect nose,
Perfect lips,
Oh your perfect lips
I would give anything to feel them against mine.
But no you dont see me
So I stay in the shadows
Hoping and praying for the day that you will notice me.

untiled
I just want to slit my wrist so I can just
Die Die Die
I dont want to see your ugly face cause it makes me just want to
Cry Cry Cry
When we were together all you did was
Lie Lie Lie
I just want to
Die
Cause all you make me do is
Cry
And all you did was
Lie

untiled
I want to break free
I want to be able to go into the night
I want to find whats right
I want to find the one
I want to be pretty
I want to be loved
I want to let myself live
I want to break out of the whole I live in
I want to be with him, the only one that matters
I want to dance like it was the last thing I would ever do
I want to be able to forget all the bad things
I want to be able to remember all the good
I want to out of the dark and into the light
But not everyone gets what they want....
So I will stay in my little whole
My cave, My prison
Where I will stay all my life
And Die, Die, Die

this one is called virgin lips


I didnt want to let you go
you and your virgin lips
I didnt want to say good bye to
you and your virgin lips
those lips that I've pictured kissing a thousand times
you and your virgin lips
those lips that have never touched mine
you and your virgin lips
but I let you go
you and your virgin lips
take my hand out of yours
you and your virgin lips
so now one last time I'll say good bye to
you and your virgin lips

untiled
I see the way you look at him
Like you wish you were in his arms instead of me
You said you were only friends and thats all you wish to be
But I see right through that
I know you wish you were with him
That I was out of the way
When I see you talk to him it makes me want to shoot you
He will never be yours
Get that through your stupid little head
We might fight but we always forgive and forget
I love him
He loves me
Not you
So just stay away from my man and you wont get hurt

untiled
I hate you for doing this to me
Filling my head with only thoughts of you
You were here one second and now your gone
Thats always the story with you
You come into my life,
Make me feel amazing, loved, wanted, like I belonged
When your gone I feel alone, quiet, stupid, horrible
Your my sunshine
Bring back my light
I need my light
You were the warmth that warmed my skin
And now your gone
Now I'm cold all the time
If only you knew how to stay,
How to be with me
But you dont and thats what hurts the most
I love you but I cant be with you
Unless your willing to stay
Willing to be my light
But you dont
So now I'm alone and cold