Karena's Poetry

Unfortunantly I cant find all my poems so I will have to start with bew ones...

~Awoke~
I saw you when I awoke
Graceful and calm
Bright and beautiful
I knew you'd be the one

I wanted to know you
Be with you
From that moment
I knew

You played with my hair
And massaged my back
Had a coffee
And watched my work

We spent one day together
And we connected
And now i want you
As my wife.

That was bassically how me and my new-ish bf met..hope you like it..

Aw. Thats totally cute!

hehe thanks.

You're welcome.

~Women of the Night~

We are brought by the night,
comforted by it.
We need not the sun, but the moon.
The darkness around us brings us alive,
nurtures our lives.
We are women of the night.

lol not perfect but I had it in my head for a bit lol...may be edited. This is for you twin, you know who you are!

~Lost~

I look around and see nothing
My eyes are blind, body numb
Everything is dark
Impossible to think
Unable to breath
I am Lost in the darkness
Lost to the world.

Some of these are very old..like a year old...but I still want them here to help others...

I like your lost poem. Its perfect to how I feel most of the time

~My heart~

I loved you once
It was a mistake
When I let you in again
All you did was take

I loved you twice
you know the worse part?
I hate you forever
but you still have my heart

About my ex...

~Fire lover~ wrote:I like your lost poem. Its perfect to how I feel most of the time

I felt that way for a while..till I met him...

When there is death all around
How can you be happy?

The world is ending too soon for the
and you live on, not knowing why.

The greats loose their battles
And you sit there wondering why.

Life is a strange and cruel thing
You never know what will happen next

Death may have taken them,
But it will take you to them as well.

This is dedicated to all of those who have died last summer, RIP all of you!

This has no title...but lets just say I needed to write it after what's been going on.. (back in summer 2009)

When the world is dark
and you feel alone
like the world is crashing
and there is nothing you can do

you feel sick to your stomach
and feel like you are dead
others have left you
you are all alone

crying from pain
wishing it would end
going into your room
and getting that razor blade...

~evanescent~

I am dissapearing, fading slowly.
My body, my mind.
slowly leaving the pain behind.
wanting full release, but not yet.

leaving behind hatred and anger..
slowly going back into the abyss we came from.
I am evanescent...

Aw. Thats uber cuteness! haha your poems are so easy to relate to I was reading them and I was like 'Omg, thats how I felt like when...' They're truely Amzaing Emily.

The horror starts it all..
anger, hate..
the pain dosn't help,
needs to be stronger..

the blade is sharp
the blood runs fast
the deeper i go
the more I bleed.

the feeling welcomed,
I closed my eyes
welcoming the darkness
letting it take me away

~Fire lover~ wrote:Aw. Thats uber cuteness! haha your poems are so easy to relate to I was reading them and I was like 'Omg, thats how I felt like when...' They're truely Amzaing Emily.

Thank you. I went through shit...and I got out but my family is stil in shit...and these poems are to help those who think they will never escape it.

Oh honey I am sorry to hear that Your poems do help.

If they help save a life...or just make someone see that they arent alone, I'll be happy.

haha Then i can make you happy! I've been feel that why for along time...thats why I moved out of my parents house in Feb. I just couldn't deal with things and I thought that I was alone and all my friends were forcing me to talk to them and its like they wouldn't even understand I thought that no one understood what I was feeling...

I do...thats mostly why I moved out...there was stuff going on here and I really didnt like it and I wanted to get away from it before it killed me.

Finally someone that does understand! I am now way more happier that you're back

^^ do u live in the states or in canada?

That states...Minnesota

ah. I got free text to canada but US costs me 25 cents per text...i'll talk to the new bf and see if he minds...its my money anyways..

Ohhh Emily, I wish I could text you..my phone got shut off..I don't make alot at my job to pay for a lot of thing and I fig. the phone was something I could deal without lol

lol you can text on msn...but yea..i'll just get a comp soon